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               When the people do something, of course they have some goals and hopes, or in the 7 Habits Lesson called Begin With The End In Mind. Including me, I also have some hopes for being XII grader, and of course I am not only hoping but I also try to make my hopes come true.

                The first hope is I can stop procrastination, as I know that in grade XII I will get more schedule than when I was grade X and XI, so how pity I am if I can not arrange my time tidily. One of the ways to help and support me arrange my time tidily is stop procrastination, because I directly do my task before it added by the other task. That is better than we pile up all of the task, because we will hurried up by the deadline and we can not do the best.

                The second hope is I can pass the standard score. When I was grade X and XI, I ever didn’t pass the standard score repeatedly, especially in chemistry subject, because in grade XI my friend and I got a lot of big project that need a long and a lot of preparations. That’s why I didn’t want it happen again when I become grade XII, and I think the study time in grade XII will be more than grade X and XI, so I can study more, prepare more, and hopefully I can reach what I want.

                Then, the third hope is I want my time in grade XII become memorable moment, because that’s the last grade in senior high school and I don’t want it become bored and unpassionate moment. I know the schedule is so much, but let’s try to make it fun and I am sure if we happy to do that, the time will goes faster than we have expected before.

                Well, those are some of my hopes when I become XII grader, there are a lot of the other hopes that I can’t mention one by one, and I hope it’s not only hopes, but it will become the reality.

Sometimes I think becoming XII grader is very harder than X or XI grader. I don’t know why I always think like that, whereas I still don’t know the reality, but every difficulties always have the medicine, I have some strength which is very help me to pull up my spirit and make me on fire.

                The first is support from my parent and my family. Usually when I am having too much burden, I told my parent, and they give me support and help me to find the solution. I like to share something to my parent, because I think they have more experiences than me, they also have passed teen phase, so of course they can give me great solution.

                The second power is my friends. Yes, the crazy guys :D.  I never found a species like them. Beside they are very crazy, they also very loyal and care about the other friend. When one of us got some problem, the other help to find the solution and entertain the one who got the problem. Including me, I ever had some problems, and at that time I don’t know what I must going to do, then the crazy guys came, they helped me to solve the problems, and finally the problem solved and we were happy.

                Talking about best friend, I also have a best friend. His name is Candra Aditya. He is very care to me. When I have difficulties and I share to him, he listened me very carefully and he tried to give me some solution, even sometimes his argument is different with mine. But it’s not a problem, I felt enough and honored when he want to listen me, and that’s also my power to keep struggling in grade XII. Thank you ican, I am sorry if I can not repay, may God always see your kindness and give you the best, Amiin.

                Yeah, the time runs very fast. Unconsciously, my friend and I will become 12 grader, wow, the highest grade on senior high school. It means that after this we will go to university and reach our dreams, but I have some fears for becoming 12 grader. Yeah, fear, the big fear.

                The biggest fear that I have and I still thinking hardly in my mind is when I leave senior high school, automatically I also leave my friends. I will not often to see my friends’ face again, and also I will not often to hear the incredible laugh from my friends again. Yeah, in the dormitory I never felt lack of friend, every time I always have friends, even in the midnight. When we did study night we share about the lesson, I was often getting confuse with the lesson, especially chemistry subject, but my friends always help and support me, they help me with their own specialization.  Not only in the field of lesson, but also we share about everything, usually we share about our experiences, our boyfriend or girlfriend (hehe..), our happy feeling, and usually our sadness. Yeah, the main point is I love my friends, I don’t know how if we are graduate from this school, and hopefully I can find friends like you in the outside.

                In the other side, I am also little bit thinking about the schedule in grade XII. I know, the schedule will be more than grade X and XI, I also have felt it when I was grade IX, but I don’t know why now I am little bit thinking of that. Maybe I apprehensive about if the schedule really harder than before, I can’t sharpen my saw and I don’t have me time. It happened to my senior, as I saw from them, they spent a lot of their time for studying, and they don’t have time for themselves. Now, I am trying to add my study time, it just like adaptation, and when I become twelve grader I will not shock again.